Rabu, 10 Oktober 2012

Tentang Sebuah Luka

Aku selalu mengatakan,
Hiduplah sebebas-bebasnya,
Terbanglah setinggi-tingginya, pergilah ke tempat yang ingin kau datangi,
Rebahkan hatimu di tempat yang ingin kau singgahi,
Bermimpilah semaumu, berbuatlah sesukamu karena ini duniamu,
Karena ini hidupmu, nikmatilah..
Namun saat keinginan orang tua tidak sesuai dengan keinginan hatimu,
Saat pendapat orang tua tidak seuai pemikiranmu,
Dan saat isi hatimu menjadi sebuah bantahan,
Saat itulah, aku kehilangan kendali diduniaku sendiri...

Terkadang,
Kau harus menggadaikan kebahagiaanmu demi kebahagiaan orang yang kau sayangi,
Dan mau tak mau, kau harus menerimanya,
Saat kemauan itu harus terpaksakan,
Saat keinginanmu terpatahkan
Saat kebahagiaan mereka menjadi kebahagiaanmu....
Saat itulah, sakitnya bertahan di duniamu sendiri

NB. Sedikit tentang luka dihatiku saat ini

Love Like a Cancer (English Version)

Confusion was a situation where,You should receive love from someone, when your heart filled with love for others ...
Be careful at this stage, because when know love, sometimes you can not know yourself 
This one is the so-called excessive. However, that can only be read simply read. 

There may be some who will understand and touched momentarily. But mostly I'm sure many want to vomit when I read, what power it is a humane reasonableness why?? Well easy, because they are not in love ...

Such as cancer, the cells may be dormant in the body for many years without us knowing. First of all cells that are released from the capsule, then to begin to spread, grow more and menggoroti our organs one by one without us knowing, When we realize?? Of course, when we have to get these pains, pain that can not be it, could it ... 


At that time, chemotherapy is an option and it hurts, killing one after the cancer cells but other cells also follow destroyed,We could have been cured, but the worst thing was when it could happenI feel at this time. Love is like a cancer. Tues Love is long-standing, continue to grow reproduce itself without me knowing it. Maybe when I'm studying, sleeping, eating, sightseeing, while FBan or Twitteran, or even blogging and karaoke (not disconnected), At that point I did not realize everything was gnawing my body, Starting from my heart, and my heart and my brain after that other organs, When he appeared complaint can not sleep, hallucinations complaints everywhere there you are, feeling sick for fear of losing a cold and allergies I suffer to this day because of decreased immunity caused by too much sense not to expect you hold ... 
Chemotherapy is an option to recover even though I know it hurts, Though I know that others will follow the cells were destroyed,Recover from your love and will never forget you destroy a part of me,There will be many side effects of this healing ...Which inevitably I faced MUST, MUST I lead, Although i must wading and drowning in sadness ... 
Love just like a Cancer ...But in love, healing was not the best choice to do,A friend said "You must be strong to face it 'While the desire to recover the same as a desire to give up on love, Huhuuuuuyyyy 
During that time,The World is a real turmoil to deal with,Is the desire to spend coexist with cancer better than to heal and forget everything ...??Ask grass dancing ... 
Difficult as it was to part with something that has become a part of you,It's hard when turning the palm of the hand is like reversing the feeling of love becomes love, from love to dislike ...And forget about being the hardest thing to do when it's forgotten memories and memories are stored and recorded deep in our subconscious, 
In these circumstances,I want to congratulate enjoy every second of life is given,Each breath is exhaled without someone else's name there,Normal heart is still beating, without having dag dig dug not clear,The nights are passed with the peace without the shadow of a person must be accompanied by a dance-dancing in the air awing,And,Tomorrow in the hope to be able to love someone who offers hugs of happiness for us. Aamiin

NB:This writing,Purely from the point of view of the author without any engineering,Apart from the question of what happens to the feelings of the writer,And one thing, the author is still a servant of Allah and followers of Prophet Muhammad, thanksYours respectfully